zzzzzzzzz =.=

im very sian now.
very.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
okay.
anyway. yesterday went media corp :D
with shieu huei regina and eh, other people.
had yogaaa at first then chiong out to meet regina at great world.
was late by 5 minutes sorry!
ate at burger king and their mushroom swiss is fabulous ^^
then took 175 to school and waited like 30minutes to board the bus to mediacorp.
shieuhuei waited even longer lol.
it was an interesting experience.
hahahhahaha.
shirley and yousheng gonna be on tv!!! :D
hopefully people dont notice the supporters.
very paiseh leh.
LOL.
then went home.
mummy didnt cook cos she was lazyyy and we ate outside.
hahaha.
now i want to watch alot of stuff leh.
so many movies (dvds out already) drama and whatsoever i want to watch.
but then no time leh.
i want to eat a kit kat and have a break.
and worse still now my ipod cant connect to the comp.
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz =.=

total failure

im just tired of everything.
maybe's the monday's blues.
or the evening blues.
i dont feel like doing anything.
totally siannnnnnnnnnnnnnn.
really feel like a no lifer.
whyohwhyohwhy.
im just screwed up for everything.
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anyway on a lighter note.
hmmmm saturday had a wonderful time at tang's.
we had a surprise birthday party!!!
somemore collaborated with tang's family :D
and YUHONG's the mastermind you know :D
so we had a bbq party, so no balloons or anything,
just food, a lizard and 2 snails for company.
tang was out with yuching rachel and weilin
and was back late. i polished a lot of food off, with sze nee!!! (:
(potato and butter are best of the friends!
and otah totally rocks)
zhijie seems to eat less than us O:
and then later tang came back we dint really gave her a BIG surprise
cos the guys screaming gave us away.
anyway tang was stunned to see us roaming round her condo.
think she took a few minutes to process that she's not seeing things.
and later she say she feel cheated. lol it's not, it's a surprise you know!!!
then got cake and stuff, and then it started drizzling.
which is a pity.
no more bbqing of food= no fun
i was planning to toast some marshmallows to the perfect melt-in-the-mouth state. oh no i dint get a chance to.
so went upstairs and watched one missed call.
supposingly to be scary.
szenee made it sound stupid. she's a natural entertainer.
but it's really nice go watch it!! :D
had doritos chips at first.
then i decided if i planning to not get a sore throat i need to stop eating.
and then had marshmallows. but it wasnt toasted so i stopped eating.
and i decided to concentrate on the movie without snacks.
(: after that yuching sent me to queenstown (thank you!)
and then reached home before 12 ^^.
aiyahh end of story this post very de long leh.
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shall remain positive (:

BUBEE!(:

o.0 i saw this very interesting poem in my sister's book,
although got this part like a cheer abit no link but anyway-_________________________________

School Years by Myron Lysenko

Everyday i walked to school
Like a zombie, like a fool.
We played ball by the wall-
I was clumsy, I was tall.
Sometimes i won and i was boss.
My face turned red when i scored a loss
But i didnt mind if i had a friend,
Who was in the game until the end;
I'd cheer him on, cheer him off-
Yeah man you can do it.

All we've gotta do, all we've gotta do
All we've gotta do, is just do it.
All we've gotta do, all we've gotta do
All we've gotta do, is get thru it.

In class i'd try to concentrate-
My attention span was second rate;
I'd think about my parents fighting
Unless we did creative writing.
For sport i got a good report
But i couldnt figure out maths no matter how i fought.

In geography i was always lost
English was what i liked the most.
In history i was history
Woodwork doesnt work for me
Economics made no sense
In science i was the experiment.
But yeah man, I'll endure it.

I've gotta do, all i've gotta do (repeat)
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LOL. i find it quite meaningful.
anyway i was trying to find my dad's photo back,
but just couldnt cos apparently my sister dont know throw to where.
i will upload the photo if i can find it,
and dont think you would really want look at it
it's an ancient photo hahaha.
cos my parents are ancient.
a nicer word for old lol hahaha (:
and i got a picture or the clarice bean book!


hurrays!!! :D lol.
my first image uploaded.
hahahaha.
so anyway today la test. quite screwed up cos dint
READ THE INSTRUCTIONS.
lol didnt know have to leave 3 lines.
until left with 10min then i
chiong ah.
see. lesson learnt. read the instructions next time.
and then next week bio and phy tests.
DIE.
official cca resume. hiongness again. sighhhh.
i want frisbee and rugby! ): ): ):

utterly mad over utterly

THE FIRST THING I DID WAS TO POST SMTING HERE.
cos, i just found out that,
my dad is absolutely/utterly handsome when he was young!!
sorry lah i dint know that my dad was so shuai.
and too bad he dont look as nice now. :D
so dont bother asking how my dad look like.
so right just now i dont know why i picked up this photo album off the table and looked through.
then, then, then, i flipped to this prettyyyyyy ancient photo.
which has prettyyyy ancient looking ppl in there.
and then, AHA, i spotted this GUY, who looked the YOUNGEST of all,
looking very familiar!
so i flipped back to the previous photos and realised,
ITS MY DAD.
so i went OMGosh why dint i know hahahaha.
and then i realised he looked so nice because he never wear his roundish big specs and hence his eyes are very BIG and that's why i dint notice that he's my dad.
a BIG LOL.
anyway, today supposingly to run at hort park again,
but due to the rain we gotta change our plans.
went felicia soh (what?) condo's gym. (meant to be a j0ke not an insult)
she's utterly rich.
so we ran at the treadmill and cycled and stepped.
and then i wanted to rush back for yogaaa but was too late.
cos i was LOST.
sort of.
sighhhhh.
and then had ice coffee which i suspect there's smthing wrong with it.
my stomach was churning and blah and i was dying.
it's like bubbling gurgling whatever.
abit like adding copper carbonate to warm sulfuric acid and then bubble bubble bubble.
i wouldnt like chemical reactions in my stomach :X
so in order to distract myself i reread this book called clarice bean spells trouble.
children's book, but fascinating.
keep using the word utterly and exceptionordinarily.
it's a wonderful book! :D

FAT ants(:

lols so today elearning.
and then supposed to have training
but then my mum's like "today no need go school
you crazy ah go school train what tmr and tmr and tmr and everyday also got cca take a break lah"
aiyoh. then dragged me for window shopping.
not really lah actually is for groceries only.
anyway. this elearning is rather not constructive lor.
somehow.
it's a bit like the tchers give you extra homework and you supposed to finish it in the weekend.
well sort of.
and the maths quiz hahahahha that was pretty funny leh.
abit like they give you 10min for one qns when you can finish them within 5min.
of course i got stuck the qns.
my log is terrible i tell you.
anyway. i think this is getting boring you see my blog no colours one.
but blogskins also very ma fun cos i lazy to go find.
lol.
and eh i saw this quote on this t-shirt that says: WHO SAYS COWS CANT SURF
lol! and i say cows cant surf cos they too fat.
a bit of a discrimination but anyway it's supposed to be taken as a joke luhh. dont get offended. :D

bad day?

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~
-pulls hair again-
this is driving me crazyyy.
my itunes died.
so did my ipod.
result: all my songs all fly away/disappeared.
oh dear dear dear dear.
means. have to. download. everything. again.
RUBBISH.
aiyoh. bad day today.
and my eye's been twitching like mad since i dont know when.
so today i woke up.
because.
because.
my parents were so talking until like very agitated,
very loud, and therefore woke the earth out of me.
nope they not arguing.
they complaining about work.
like how many billion times i heard about it already
*rolls eyes*
so my sister also cannot stand it.
slams door.
go back to sleep.
hahahahhahaha.
then woke at around 10 plus.
but today enjoyed a meal at subway (:
yays.
and get to hog the computer.
double yays.
leading to the disappearing of my music files.
): ohno.
and im like smelling roti prata.
and theres nothing to eat in my house.
except for this bowl full of grapes sitting in front of me.
):
aiyohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
anyway, yesterday went with the defenders to go jog/run at hort park.
all the way to vivo. actually got pause like few times to check the map.
and i was like dying at the slopes.
then went to vivo's long john silver to buy large sprite :D
then rushed back home to get changed for yogaaaaaaaa.
as usual the tcher's super duper nice (:
then went to lot 1 to meet meiwen tiantian shieuhuei (:
ate the eh, the-place-that-i-forgot-the-name. food's really nice (:
and shieuhuei later bought youtiao too.
very nice smelling (:
and then played poker cards heeheehee :D
nice day but tiring.
and watched harry potter (the first one) again on tv.
still as wonderful as ever. (:
yipeeeeeeeeesssssss looking forward to harry potter and the half blood prince movie.
sure to catch it :D
okayokay shall not say anything liao. (:
i realised i got loads of smiley faces here.
oh dear.

with fiction, we create a world of our own(:

aiyoh i very longgg never post anything liao.
lazy mah :D
anyway life's boring. really.
it's like i dont get anything at all.
and a week's passing.
die. hahahahaha.
but sometimes hor very funny lor.
aiyoh. depends lah.
very lazyyyyyyy now leh.
anyways.
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY MEIWEN!
sorry paiseh lah this few days never use computer
cant post this. :D
lols. um. yep. nothing to say luh.

one day i'll be better than a marshmallow(:

i know i haven't been updating for very long hahahaha
and the title is random my sister was just scribbling rubbish in my phone not like you can scribble but it's very funny to me anyway.
aiyoh it just feels very sian nowadays you know, not like you got too much time but the stress that you get from your undone homework.
like seriously, it was like whooooshh and then this is the third week.
then you start panicking. i got do homework all along one lor but then it's like WHY WHY WHY are there so much to do?!
and then soon school starts to reopen and you would think argh why so soon.
but anyway. i just visited ivle and found out tons of stuff needed to be done.
dint knew got physics quizes it's sure to kill me.
im hating physics sorry no intended offence.
and recently im getting a bit irritated by my mum and im trying to have a positive outlook.
yepp positive.
and so update a bit of my life though not very interesting.
things that's more interesting. (:
i watched dance subaru with tang yuching and william to celebrate his birthday then. and poor him he lost his keys during the movie and i was like asking him to stop fidgeting. i sort of regret after that for saying that i dint know that ):.
and for the physics video meiwen tiantian and me went shieu huei's house and we ate instant noodles and the puffs for lunch :D we played game of life and poker cards and it was so fun hahahahaha. we did do some work okay! we finished before playing. (:
and sunday we are gonna do cip at science centre ^^
(i realised it's father's day 0: )
and our class really got lotsa cip leh. i just heard from my friends from other classes hahaha they got less.
yesterday we had a match between river and valley and it's pretty disappointing for us but it's okay it's a learning experience and we all know it. (: must be positive mah.

and ooo sorry random i just knew that my sister's phone got confiscated by i-dunno-who lol lol! :D

byes and need to really do a lot a lot a lot homework already sighhhh D:

okays im back again hahahahaha.
and i want to take up guitar omg got a free course but it clashes with my eh, future yoga lessons! ......
sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
maybe i shall learn from wanxi next time.
if i ever got time -.-
anyway i found out that im like watching a lot of stuff nowadays.
but all halfway through D:
likelikelike shutter! recommended by shieuhuei!
there's this frame which the guy suddenly turned and AHA,
there's a wonderfully whitish(pale) scarily horribly terrifying eww face with longish hair and red eyes. eeeekkkkkkks.
i dint expect that and i jumped in my seat.
then i ran all the wayyy to the bed where my sisters are and shrieked, "i saw a ghost". right. cant believed i did that. i mean mostly i would just like go eekkkkkkks. but it was THRILLING. hahahaha.
and i watched boys over flowers on the net and found out that me and my sister watched like 8 episodes already in two days and the tv haven't even showed them. aiyoh.
then i was thinking how many korean or taiwan dramas got the same storyline. like what's with the richy people. like always got this rich and handsome guy one de. aiyoh.
but anyway it was niceee.
and im like also watching this hongkong drama which im lazy to type out the chinese name, everyday! cos our cousin just sent us this whole box of CDs of hongkong dramas which aren't very recent nor very old. and i havent finish inspecting what dramas there are there. it's just this whole box sitting down there (maybe it stands).
and then yesterday cant go for the celebration of cynthia's birthday ):
i feel pretty bad about it.
so HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY CYNTHIA! :D

i realised that i need COLOURS here.
so dull and boring and stuff.
but never mind since im such a lazy person. :X
andandand my ipod HANGED. ohgosh.
i gotta find my warranty card thingy!
oh and yupp wednesday got this physics lecture that lasted for 2 hours and then went with the CO members for laksa at queensway!
it was fabulous. except for the clams.
hahahahahahahaha.
and yesterday had training and i half died.
and today morning i think i died too i keep wheezing and sneezing till i teared. not a pleasant experience okay. spoilt my appetite for breakfast. aiyoh.
i had cereal with milk!!! yays. i like cereal. though i cant get enough of it.
it's wayyyy better than bread. :D

okay today first thing in the morning i booked the comp.
hahaha i know very kiasu.
anyway. yesterday was horrifying Smelly and Biggie fought till they were bloodied. well not exactly, but Smelly's nose was scratched and Biggie's paws were bleeding.
aiyoh. now have to separate then. so naughty.
nothing much to say. just that have to start on homework liao. and i was hoping i could watch horror movies. sigh ):

ehs very long never update lah all THANKS my sisters hogging the computer ):.
deprived me of any life that i could possibly have.
anyway. holidays already. well sort of. if you really count out those that you have stuff on, you will only have one week left. around there i suppose.
yesterday open house. i think it's pretty weird for those ccas that are not in performing arts since people doesnt really look at like how we our ccas are like. i mean like, who's gonna watch sports training?
well but then there's this long awaited heavy rain. and really ohmygosh the wind was so coolling before it really rained. but still, this is singapore after the heavy rain the very big sun came out and it became so humid. ):
and after that went for this church performance with yile and yuching.
but i remained a free thinker. i dont want to be tied down by religion.
and hahahahahahahahahahahahaha yuching said something that is very very very funny *cough cough*. i shouldnt say it later she will murder me. but i agree with her anyway though i dont eh, make it obvious? maybe im just oblivious lah.
and then friday went to yuching's house. szenee and yuhong was there already. and before that we had a physics prac test at the last day during the last period of the school before the holidays. how great. -.-
and i totally screwed the thing up. seriously.
and got back the result slip, happy that i got above gpa 3, but also quite dissapointed. especially my geog. *groans* ):
and i realised that i got a lot of homework this holiday. quite a loadful. who doesnt come here and let me kill you.

so today right in the morning my mum ran into my room and screamed, "i can hold smelly (our pet hamster) in my hands!" i woke with a splitting headache. ):
but still it was news i still remember when we first brought it home 3 months ago from kristal's house. ever since it bit everyone at least once except for my dad we were afraid to carry it but anyway it become so guai hahahaha muy mum held it and smelly dint bite!!! lols.
and i turned a notch darker i think after being in the murderous sun yesterday. ):
anyway i got nothing much to say my life's getting boring.
and i got to cut my hair. ):
and i think the dates on this blog are WRONG.

okayokayokay i put in the tagbox yays!!! hahahaha!
and i got to touch the computer yays!
im going mad lols.
anyway. new stuff to talk about in my family.

#1 : my sister got first in class
#2. another sister got fourth in class
#3. i got C6 for my chinese paper 2.

interesting right.
and most prolly my class position is last 5. -.-
im just happy to pass my paper.
and my mum started moaning yelling scolding
and then finally sighing.
too bad. and started comparing.
aiyoh. tsktsktsk-
nevermind.
and WOW my sisters are so very good. very proud of them. *clapclap* except for the fact that they are meanies.
cos they deprived me of my entertainment of playing the computer or the nintendo ds.
leaving me to do nothing except sleep or stare into blank space. or the fact that i blew away half a bottle of bubbles out of the window ever since uncle feng gave us.
childish yes, but still very fun. i suppose im young at heart. im still young i mean. :D
anyways monday has training and ms puva was in such a great mood hahahaha so long never see her already.
team river and team valley. not bad for a name. :D
and then tuesday became quite murderous we did 6 rounds of intervals. but then again, we got to build up our fitness pretty fast.
and wednesday was sore muscles but pe still have to run for 8 rounds.
and tiantian you shouldnt push yourself too far okays. must take care of yourself cos you looked like a ghost then. (:
well tmr will have 2 hours of maths
and monday will have 2 hours of lang arts. oh great.
right, i still hate blogging. ):
and i dont know why.

hmmpf. i still haven't put in the tagbox.
i know. im just plain lazy.
this weekend is soooooooo fun.
no homework yeah.
that's why. :D
no lah no lah. saturday tiantian shieu huei and I went to buy birthday presents. it's pretty amazing on how fast we decided on the presents.
maybe bugis is really good for shopping.
and we ate the um japanese icecream though there's no more bubble tea and green tea flavour. )):
blueberry's not bad and tiantian's strawberry taste like a sweet.
so sweet. :D
and then went to this theatre performance with yuching at fort canning.
hahaha it's really a sight there the whole place is packed and well, it's outdoors and there's so many people who brought like i dunno how much stuff there to picnic.
there's wine and those glasses too. imagine that.
and the performance is really nice hahaha adrian pang is a natural comedian. and overall a BIG THANK YOU to yuching for bringing me to such a great show. (:
and today is well eh weird. im like trying to get my OBS form filled and it's really killing me you know im like going around in rounds and rounds and rounds. and finally i got it filled. yays.
and oh wells the stupid mid year results is really saddening me.
but livia says "you sad also wont get higher marks". she's so right.
so tone down to simpilcity and see: at least i passed.
there's no need for flying colours. :D