exactly.





maslow's hierachy of needs places self actualization as the first. i guess that's kinda true. i shall swear by be better than yesterday and not be setback by the horrible gp paper and the prospect of failure in our project.
what's done is done anyway.

while im mugging gp for tmr, my sisters are whipping amazing batters with constant aromas trailing out of the kitchen and tempting me with all those cookies and cakes D:
which makes me damn full and sleepy now.
im having cheesecake tonight for dessert i suppose.

i still remember last year, it was kuku's outing to catch letter's to juliet. it was a pretty good romance movie, better than those chick flicks that leave you feeling like you wasted your time.

i dont know why, but this reminds me of the teachers' pigeon holes. hahaha.

went studying and to get teachers day presents with r and xy today, trained to raffles city in the aftnoon and woah, it was mad crowded even though most stores sell high end products! singaporeans are really affluent hmm. basement was toturous with their wide range of food choices and it was totally, tempting~

i really eat too much.

something we share in common.

i've been using the computer for 5-6 hours. half of it spent on eom hai~ and the other half on pretty useless stuff that shouldnt take priority in my time. sometimes, really, i wonder what i've been doing, and whether it's really worth the time.
it's so tough.
24 hours.

Eminem - Space Bound

chris webby's voice is so high! O:

wish you were here;

imagination and sanity.

Joy Williams - "Sunny Day"

chanced upon this singer at meilin's blog, and i like her style of songs.
especially this song! it makes me feel so happy and carefree~ hope one day i could play this song on the guitar and tian can play the piano haha no lah it will sound horrible if i did.

easily contented

awesome thing: one hot angmoh guy in front of me in the train haha LOL ☺



haha arent these cute ^^

hmmm gym was good today besides the fact that the instructor chris keep wanting to drag eva and me into health and fitness club; how desperate for girls they seem to be. meilin and shiyi must be highly favoured. then yangyi "lost" his wallet and was panicking around while meilin and joel went to help him search. and in the end the yang goldfish had left his wallet in alvin's bag but he forgot. which made joel rather pissed haha lol.

and somehow we ended up worrying alot for somebody, which makes me feel like sitting on the fence cause i dont have a definite stand. oh poor me, as always, unable to take a side. indecisive as usual.

anyway then ordered double cheeseburger and apple pie from macs at tiong on the way home, but the person gave me 2 mcchickens instead hahaha and i didnt realised till i was on the bus cause i was sort of hurrying to catch the bus LOL. was pretty amazed at myself cause i chomped that down plus papaya which all made me feel so full~ and then my sis came home carrying one big bag of bakery goodies. -swoons-

i think i go overly estatic over the prospect of food. (good food though).

sometimes silly quotes like this make my day. it makes me feel i still have hope haha.

i've got a responsibility.

and i shall make it work.

i dont care what people think already. (:

i'm a lousy leader. i'm not even cut out to be one.
i'm indecisive and i lack confidence. in the end the mess gets even larger and i've no idea how to salvage it.
i'm sorry to those who are implicated.

another of my hamsters died! ):

regretted not giving it as much attention as to the previous hamsters we had, i guess we just have too many of them now.

it wasnt eaten up by this cute kitty here though.

i'm trying to swear off from using the internet for entertainment use excessively.

my world

i wish i could live in my world of fantasy.
i have absurd ideas. my daydreamed castles are even higher than jack and the beanstalks.
useless non practical thinking.

having only thursdays and fridays for schooldays is wonderful.

singapura~

awesome thing: the little prince in Dong Yee! ☺

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TIANTIAN! and of course SINGAPORE TOO ♥

and the cip after the national day celebrations.

haha it was such a difficult time to scam tiantian lah she too smart already it's just so hard to surprise her! O: she came as if she had expected all along (maybe it's cause she need to ahem). and regina and i were so happy that our cake wasnt a failure hahaha yay and we like wanxi's comment ((:

so! celebrations for national day yesterday, the best highlight of the day was still:

the food.

HAHA seriously the eclairs were good! and heard that the muffin wasnt too bad either! as a glutton i took two servings i cant believe some people can leave unfinished packets of them beside trash bags some rvians dont appreciate what's good and complain too much.

the rest are uhm, ._. i mean, i like the fresh ideas of babarella and letticia etc., and those students are really brave! but maybe it's too much of... fakes. performances were good but it doesnt really coincide with eh, national day? and as usual the PA system arent too good either though i think it's just difficult to handle such a big group of people. previous celebrations were better. i guess it's just when rv has only 4 levels and everything was easier to manage and it's just... cozier and people are closer. now we are all segregated and stuff.

and then after that was busy busy busy i think im a very indecisive person that's why.

anyway somehow cip! cip was hmmm, okay lah, it's just hard to connect to the elderly and stuff, and i have a feeling sometimes we all 越帮越忙 and our performances were a little... cui. i feel so bad how come i just cant master the pieces ):

anyway was really happy that there was this old lady i was feeding liquid food can speak english! as in she prefers speaking in english and she's so cute haha! and she wanted to eat a paper crane o.o that was a bit weird though LOL. and then realised eemin and that christopher guy has such a 细心side to them!

then we finished and went to jp to get my cup of tealicious :D so happy then sirui and me suay lah the trains at boonlay got prob again! O: then it was so crowded and stuff. ): then home to slack hee!

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY TOO ALL PLUS HAPPY TIANTIAN DAY! ♥

Glee Cast - Jar Of Hearts (Glee Cast Version)

guilty pleasures;

awesome thing: a thankyou from someone that you'll never expect to say ☺



feeling euphoric cause i just finished like 2 ++ episodes of glee! ♥ watching glee makes one gleeful. it suddenly dawned on me why glee is so appealing to me. cause nothing is impossible in glee with their brimming ideas that are just so different it kinda make a twist in daily routines in life! and the people are so jubilant cause they are doing something they like.

which is the opposite in real life, sadly.

but at least glee showed that confidence is key. CONFIDENCE. which i'm obviously lacking in. CONFIDENCE. plus the paiseh-ness lol.

i dont like it when i on the computer just to see who's online and what to do.
makes me feel aimless and a wastage of time bleh. yet i still have this dumb habit. that makes me absolutely dumb.

im a boring person! :/

awesome thing: when i slack ☺





today my dad opened a pack of marks and spencers fruit pastilles. and then he said, "aiyohh so much sugar left, i go pour into the sugar jar, dont tell your mum."

somehow it sounds very funny LOL.

im coming up with a mug hard timetable already! hopefully a daily reminder to how far that bloody promos is from now, if not im procastinating every single thing i do. it's interesting how time passes so very quickly, it doesnt seem like the end of year is coming. O:

ironically i've been slacking the whole weekends away. this is bad.