total failure

im just tired of everything.
maybe's the monday's blues.
or the evening blues.
i dont feel like doing anything.
totally siannnnnnnnnnnnnnn.
really feel like a no lifer.
whyohwhyohwhy.
im just screwed up for everything.
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anyway on a lighter note.
hmmmm saturday had a wonderful time at tang's.
we had a surprise birthday party!!!
somemore collaborated with tang's family :D
and YUHONG's the mastermind you know :D
so we had a bbq party, so no balloons or anything,
just food, a lizard and 2 snails for company.
tang was out with yuching rachel and weilin
and was back late. i polished a lot of food off, with sze nee!!! (:
(potato and butter are best of the friends!
and otah totally rocks)
zhijie seems to eat less than us O:
and then later tang came back we dint really gave her a BIG surprise
cos the guys screaming gave us away.
anyway tang was stunned to see us roaming round her condo.
think she took a few minutes to process that she's not seeing things.
and later she say she feel cheated. lol it's not, it's a surprise you know!!!
then got cake and stuff, and then it started drizzling.
which is a pity.
no more bbqing of food= no fun
i was planning to toast some marshmallows to the perfect melt-in-the-mouth state. oh no i dint get a chance to.
so went upstairs and watched one missed call.
supposingly to be scary.
szenee made it sound stupid. she's a natural entertainer.
but it's really nice go watch it!! :D
had doritos chips at first.
then i decided if i planning to not get a sore throat i need to stop eating.
and then had marshmallows. but it wasnt toasted so i stopped eating.
and i decided to concentrate on the movie without snacks.
(: after that yuching sent me to queenstown (thank you!)
and then reached home before 12 ^^.
aiyahh end of story this post very de long leh.
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shall remain positive (: