gone

i never used the comp for a week! :D
a distraction you know, so i gotta lock it away.
so im not gonna use the comp till end of the eoys,
unless got impt stuff to do. impt. i have to define impt.
anyway, im gonna have a blogskin after eoys, hopefully.
as in hopefully i got the mood to find.
im very lazy you know.
okayees so byebye and jiayou for eoys. (:

o.0

there's seriously some problem with blogger.
thats why i hate blogging -.-
hahaha no lah.
anyway.
i watched finish 唐心风暴!!! (not sure if the bao is correct lol)
it was awesome awesome awesome!!! :D
and okay today went for the physics make up lesson.
seriously, i dont know why physics is just so screwed.
okay i mean my physics.
it's totally screwed up kay.
so started on this new topic.
wanted to go for the friendly instead one lor!
and there was a lack of midcourts.
xin ku ni men le.
hahaha. then after lesson, went ikea with sh regina and wanxi. (:
hotdogs were fabulous.
i chomped two away. :D
wanted ice cream it was like tempting us.
hahaha.
then went home to slack :D
i slacked the whole of yesterday lor.
i devoured like two books (:
not that it was really that nice.
maybe a way for me to relax lah (:
but i did revised maths trigo part 1 and 2.(only)
anyway,

SLAP ME IF I DONT START MUGGING HARD NEXT WEEK.
YOUR SAFETY IS NOT GURANTEED THOUGH. (I.E, I MIGHT JUST KICK YOU TO THE BLUE MOON)


it's friday already you know.
im hating eoys.
seriously.
sigh ):

whyohwhy.

my hamster died yesterday.
and i know this post is going to sound so not me.
im sorry.








and im really very sad cos i wasnt there when it died.
maybe it wouldnt have died if i was there.
maybe.
im reallly very sad to say, to put it in the bad way, my mum murdered it.
nay she dint step on it and squashed it.
to put it in a better way, she accidently strangled it while trying to stop it from struggling.
she was trying to release the blood in Smelly's nose.
i told her not to do that before.
i said how would you like a needle poking your nose when it's alr swollen.
she dint listen.
i told her to release Smelly if it was struggling too hard before.
poor little Smelly was struggling so hard when she force fed it medicine last time.
that time i remembered i had screamed at her when poor little Smelly struggled so hard.
i would had screamed at her yesterday if i was there.
then she would have released it.
Smelly wouldnt have died.
but now it laid in that little box buried with wood shavings.





i would have liked to blame my mum for it.
shouted and really really hate her.
but i couldnt.
my mum was super guilty.
she cried until i dont know what, cos i wasnt there.
i only knew through my sis.
and she said the dinner was terrible and my dad has to help my mum to wash the dishes cos she was damn emotional.
so when i came back home she was like a ghost and i couldnt really couldnt blame her and need to fake a smile and say it's okay.

poor Smelly had a hard life.
i hope it is in a better place now.
much more better.
may you rest in peace.

dread

today my conversation with my dad was like:
(on the bus)
me: ahhh tonight got nice show i want to watch ah i want to watch!!!
dad: tmr no school ah?
me: tmr holiday lah so can watch lah!! ^^
..........................2 seconds later........................................
me: oh yar hor tmr got school lehhh )':
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.
what holiday is this!!!!
anyway.
i forgot what i want to say.







oh my mum went jb for this wedding dinner and she got back home today.
so ytd dinner daddy and i made pasta and it was fabulous! :D
and today dinner we had yoshinoya and it was fabulous too! :D