i'm trying to make going back school a fun thing haha.
so today i was taking the bus to the mrt station on my way to school, and i saw a flurry of activity at a particular bus stop. worried parents fussing over the crisp white uniform of their children, children seeming giggly while talking to their fellow peers or reserved ones standing at a corner. it then occured to me that they were secondary ones!
so four years ago i was once like that. getting prepared and ever so ready and excited about going to river valley. and i remember there was assembly on the first day of school and ms ek commented on our brand-new white colour of our uniforms. she said that they will soon turn into a yellowish white hue.
yet today i went to school with a heavy heart. it wasnt the fact that there is a new class. it was the academic burden that is already weighing on my shoulders. with all the horrors the seniors told us, and our seemingly slack timetable, it points out that we'll be doing loads of self studying. 也就是说要靠自己.
so well today turns out to be okay, we got nice teachers so far, yep so far. i reckon it takes much time to get used to the lectures and tutorials teaching format, and the very fact that there isnt a place that we really belong. like our dear 4A classroom. why didnt we treasure this cemented flooring, hot, smelly and packed with tables and chairs space?
shall cross my fingers and hope for the best, hoping to get accustomed to this jc life, hoping to have more self discipline, hoping that we shall cope with all this that we have chose to study.
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