taken for granted

awesome thing: when things have a meaning ☺



someday i shall learn the art of decorating food idk what's that called. but it's a pity to have them eaten ):



i always daydream. or stone. maybe i think too much hmmm.

the area my house is starting to get deserted. the stalls at the hawkers are all moving away, there are less people around, and the area is just quiet and kind of lonely. i think it's gonna get even sadder when all residents in the block are being moved away. then it only leave us one lonely building jutting out like an eyesore (among all the hotels and condos sighhhh).

Reeve Carney - Rise Above 1 ft. Bono, The Edge

this is really good! ((:

waking up late today!

awesome thing: when i spot money on the floor hahaha! (which i dont pick up but it makes me happy LOL) ☺



haha i wonder where this poster is! so cute ^^ sound like some innocent kid saying that.

hmmm e-learning today! i think it's kinda fail if you think of it switching the computer on from 8 to 2, cause i doubt anybody will do that. besides it's more of a time for self revision and study of new topics. which is pretty cool.
i guess today was rather productive, cause managed to finish question 3 of math tutorial which consists of infinite difficult questions that a moron like me can take a day to complete. Integration is bleh, pretty horrible, and the kind of math that you constantly have to practise.

oh and subway has a new cookie, raspberry cheesecake! which is kinda yummy it taste a little like hmmm, the jam filled crusts or some other cookie that i've tasted but i cant put a finger to exactly which one.

slacked much from the time i reached home, it was tv and food all the way LOL i cant believe i want to watch a dozen and one things on the tv at one time. and the little boy in dongyee is just so cuteeeeee ahhh mygosh. oh and had magnum cause r told me the 1 for 1 promotion hahaha! which my parents had differing views about buying it lol it was very funny. but it was nice hee ^^

oh screw the generation gap. i dont believe mutual understanding is only one way when you fail to even try and put yourself in my shoes dont tell me it's for my own good.

tell me how many people, youths in particular, get a scolding for sleeping at 12.30? come on 12.30. i've slept even later than that before luhh -.- and i dont see a link between sleeping late and worsening eyesight cause there simply isnt substantive evidence for their claims the statement is invalid and of course it's plain ridiculous. totally.

i want to be entrepreneur and set up my very own business someday.

i dont want to be a office lady all my life.

i dont want to be caught up in the expectations people have of me, i dont want to carry that burden of responsiblity and reliance, i want to be free, i want to be me, be myself. ☺

it's too pretty to be eaten.

i wish i have a clearer direction in life.

cause i like it

awesome thing: starburst babies squirts! ♥




i finished the second packet of the squirts that eva gave me! ): i didnt ate all of it though, im generous enough to give them to my family! ^^ speaking of which the kindness isnt two way my sisters finished all the fancy gems biscuits and chocolate chip cookies leaving me with empty cookie tins.

today was mr beer's last lesson with us! kinda sad how things turned out, as in we were like planning stuff and the next moment we knew, it's thursday already! how time flies ~ this week's been really fast, and busy too! and apparently i do work very slowly, thats why my homework are always half done only ): im gonna try be more hardworking, cause it doesnt make sense for the teachers to go through stuff when im blur like sotong. that just make me waste unnecessary time for nothing.

oh and went for tchoukball training today, it was really fun ^^ the people are very nice too, i hope we can get along well hee. i wonder if trainings are going to get a load more hiong-er when a coach comes along. hmmm. and i hope i can manage time well.

that's gonna be the biggest challenge sighhhh. i think i need help.

Glee Cast - I Feel Pretty / Unpretty (Glee Cast Version)

this song is pretty on its own hee it's really good. to me.

im handing eom late! ): and i managed to crap 600 words! omg, there's thoroughly no real content in the things i write.

i ♥ weekends

awesome thing: my pw group haha ☺

i think my pw group cant live without food! LOL we had like 2 ice kachangs yesterday and it's very memorable for jinjing since she had never tasted ice kachang before.

anyways and i think we have the best combination of grouping since i suppose many other groups are having some problems hmmm ): pw's really applicable since we have to really work with each other to make something work. i hope we do well for pw (:

it's such a busy weekend! went for prize giving ceremony on saturday morning (morning! ):) and omg i think i'll never receive an acaedemic prize related stuff ever since my acaedmics are so cui now no hopes in getting a scholarship sighhhhh. and yangyi didnt wasnt the emcee! O: oh in compensation for sitting there as audiences we had refreshments hee the food's really nice! LOL all my life FOOD is my best pal.

then had pw meeting it's alrighty but guess we wasted much time finding seats and plugs. but it was a good meeting at least we really did work ^^

went for this university thingy at suntec today, it was cool since looking at all those overseas universities im kinda motivated but more of envious cause i doubt i'll ever go to any of those universities unless i suffer a miracle concussion that made me super smart. had lunch, then went home to watch tv and sleep omg i havent finished a single piece of homework yet this is utterly depressing.

and next week is so busy, i think i will just flop and hibernate the next weekend.

skyscraper;

awesome thing: laughter. is contagious! ☺



i wish i could too.

it's a long week. i'm tired. tired mentally, physically, emotionally and psychologically. i'm not trying to be depressing, but it's really hard to be optimistic to suffer blow after blow that life throws in.
but i guess im strong enough to get over it. hopefully.

anyways i realise i like going to school. to see my friends. to play. to learn. but i dont like the heavy expectations placed on us. it's too much. it's ridiculous. and the whole world might be just placing the wrong emphasis.

today's video on choices made me see a different perspective. it's really great, that speaker. has happiness been rising proportionally to the development of a country! i think it's like an enzyme curve it goes down after the optimum level. getting psycho now LOL.

while everything is going down spiraling, i dont know why i want to take up tchoukball! i mean since it's not an official cca, and that i enjoy the game and i like sports and i have friends i know in there makes it so enticing. but i really dont know what my parents would say. would they invest in any equipment needed for it, will they even approve of it since my results reflect my incapability to actually balance everything well!

help. im in a dilemma. and there's just so many things to take care of ):

NEVERTHELESS, I SHALL BE OPTIMISTIC LIKE A PRIME. (:

Ashley Parker Angel - Beautiful Lie

was reminded of where did you go by ashley parker angel, and then i found this song to AND OHMY I LIKE HIM SO MUCH why isnt he like, famous ): i dont think many people would have heard of him.

pinkish sunset ♥

awesome thing: when you do something you truly like ☺



more results of the papers taken are flowing in. it's time to face reality ):

i think jc academics has it that, with sheer hard work, it's not going to get you anywhere. it's where you need a little bit of that intelligence. the little intelligence to propel you further. or like ms ong says, moo sense. well of course hard work is important, and i truly hope i will put in more effort in everything i do. 2 more months, that's it, last chance.

although, i still believe jc year 1 is a (supposedly) happy year ☺where i do things im passionate about.

oh and i'm just so productive and allocative inefficient! D: haha lol.

why do i sleep so much sighhhhhhhhhhh.

Skylar Grey - Dance Without You

i like skylar gray, but i dont really like this video. it kinda creeps me out.

friday night (:

awesome thing: sea breeze ☺



temptation!

yesterday was a long long long day! but fun (: and happy haha (:
so after gym trained all the way from joo koon (in order to kope seats haha!) to eunos woah, which is far far far and i was late paiseh! why am i always late nowadays -.- and slept all the way there ^^

okay anyway it was like a mini aylc h2 outing! venus davy justin and eric, then went to find trace at ecp ^^ i think trace is damn cool luh, this time come to singapore again for some nus study camp thats last for 2 weeks, then yesterday was kinda the last day so they had bbq and omg SO DARN LOT OF PEOPLE it was like totally, globalisation! there were people from vietnam, indonesia, thailand and singapore!
and it was really interesting in the way that they behave, as in, they are so high and enthu and stuff you know, that singaporeans are never like. so free and happy. (:

and oh they have loads of food like !%^&*( satays, then there's this like 3/4 of a cake (cheesecake!) that i ate like almost half of it. with a satay stick! muahahaha mastered the art of using a satay stick to eat squishy cheesecake. then they gotta leave awww and then we locals went subway to grab a bite haha more food yeah! and talk. and laugh. LOL.

and realised how no life we are, okay, not no life, but we are really decent people and model citizens of the country bleh. people from other schools are bo liao enough to jump over dustbins and step on a urinal which ultimately crashed the whole thing HAHA and really siao teachers who just made life in school a tad bit more fun.

then went home i've got a direct bus yahooo! with the tarts that the others are so nice to give me as a present LOL didnt expect it at all (and they taste really good heehee) and reached home at like 11. almost totally crashed on the bed to sleep haha what a tiring week.

and today going for an overnight cip i hope i can tahan all the way through it though i doubt it! D:

a feeling so strong;

i feel like im on top of the world (:

really thankyou to all who made my day, i'm exceptionally happy today!
especially meilin, who made that really beautiful cake and the ahem, cip reflections,
regina huimin xuanyi yili who all seemed so happy today too,
5B as a class,
tian meiwen shieuhuei wanxi shiyi kailun xiuhui zoenin cheryl; the bag's really cute heehee ^^ and the tricycle thingy :DD
all the notes and wishes, they make me smile and laugh to myself like a retard.
the pleasant surprises, still surprised hahaha
my family for all good food LOL :D

and just things that made me feel that life and school's such a better place with all my friends around! ♥

sometimes i wish things were true to what i've imagined, cause it makes me feel so much happier thinking about it (:

iron resolve, no?

i would like to think that all this mean something.

i think i'm really screwed, need to reorganise my priorities, rethink on what i really want to achieve academically, and have much much much much more self discipline.
i hope i can do it.

Lady Antebellum -Just a Kiss

(:

i feel like dancin'

awesome thing: time ☺




a better explanation for the acronym lol.

MYEs ARE O.V.E.R but like somebody said, this is only the beginning of a nightmare. people of our age are one pathetic load. but i guess when we look back we will think otherwise. school is still fun in a way. not the education, but school. (: