i wish i could too.
it's a long week. i'm tired. tired mentally, physically, emotionally and psychologically. i'm not trying to be depressing, but it's really hard to be optimistic to suffer blow after blow that life throws in.
but i guess im strong enough to get over it. hopefully.
anyways i realise i like going to school. to see my friends. to play. to learn. but i dont like the heavy expectations placed on us. it's too much. it's ridiculous. and the whole world might be just placing the wrong emphasis.
today's video on choices made me see a different perspective. it's really great, that speaker. has happiness been rising proportionally to the development of a country! i think it's like an enzyme curve it goes down after the optimum level. getting psycho now LOL.
while everything is going down spiraling, i dont know why i want to take up tchoukball! i mean since it's not an official cca, and that i enjoy the game and i like sports and i have friends i know in there makes it so enticing. but i really dont know what my parents would say. would they invest in any equipment needed for it, will they even approve of it since my results reflect my incapability to actually balance everything well!
help. im in a dilemma. and there's just so many things to take care of ):
NEVERTHELESS, I SHALL BE OPTIMISTIC LIKE A PRIME. (:
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