f(x) 에프엑스_HOT SUMMER_MUSIC VIDEO

LOL perfect for singapore it's always summer here.

didnt really like the song at first it's kinda repetitive but it's okay after awhile idk the style's like different from girls' generation etc.

and omg the chio chio girl is the sister of snsd's jessica! good genes really run in the family. and the girls in the group are damn young ._.

it's going strong

wah havent been posting for a million years! too absorbed in watching adam's couple its like my only life right now lol. but its really super duper funny! :D
i used to think i will never get into the korean wave since it's a diff language and why would anybody understand the shows or songs. wahpiang now finally know how addictive it is. it's as if im following the trend zzz which i didnt want to.

ayeeeeeeeee some kind of holidays this is. the science project is getting hectic though we only sort of started last or this week but it feels pretty long it's like going to school everyday to look at bacteria and back home researching. but sometimes i feel really grateful to the school like this is really a good opportunity. like honesly speaking, how many students get to work with bacteria?? and mr theodore is actually quite nice nia.

today's such an eventful day i dont know to cry or be happy. went for the tchoukball selection test at bedok there and heng ah, got xiaodan ithink i would have dug a hole and hide inside. never had i missed meilin and huixian so much (for tchouk lah)!!! wahh awkward max wanted to go home liao. the people there are so zai can really really very scary wahh i must be a fool to listen to coach. but have never wanted to get selected and today was such an eye opener!
and i injured my thumb -.- how suay can i be lolol even before the game started -.- im totally spooked out i just hope my thumb is okay my bones are very strong and my tendons super flexible. just like how on the first day of netball with ms puva i twisted my ankle -.- issit an omen that i should have never taken the sports path LOL. maybe i should have done music and continue dance heheheh.
people from the club is friendly but ahhhh the ppl look so much younger than they are that is super scary. yeah feel kinda out of place and a burden to xiaodan omg sorry :/

maybe im just cooped in rv for too long really weird to meet new ppl.

right left front, retreat?

choices choices choices, oh damn it. where do you keep all these if you want them all?

there's so much stuff on my mind and i really dont know how to allocate my time and thoughts. all i know is, my good few days after pw is coming to an end and that is a sad sad thing indeed.

really worried for my friend(s), and being a noob like me with zero awareness i just miss out everything. people are scary creatures and seriously it's a little difficult to deal with sometimes. i just hope we find a solution and everything will turn for the better.

and boom i dont know why commitments seem to be crashing down like today maybe recently i dont know if i can cope with all these! honestly the science project is gonna take out loads of time from me and problem is deadline's one and half months away and we had barely started. i doubt the execution is gonna be smooth sailing. i pray we are sailing in the right direction. plus another written report 3000 words nightmare.

then there's cip. cip's okay and im like jumping in joy now cause i think i made the right decision not to go for yvip. if i joined that i think at the start of the year i would have turned into a zombie. AND I REALISED HOLIDAYS ARE ENDING IN LIKE, 7 WEEKS TIME?? -faints-

how to finish the bloody pile of homework by that time. )':

and there's tchoukball and netball. i'm like cui max stamina's like bottom pit man and yet i still wanna continue choke a ball and now im caught in this stupid dilemma !@#$%^&* though im definitely joining the club (hx you better join too if you ever read this IF NOT I PUNCH YOUR KNEE aye joking lah).

holy god and c'div 08 netball team's making a comeback... with 1 friendly match LOLOLOL and i wonder how many training sessions we can have. seriously ah. hahahaha quite a joke.

how to balance all theseee wahhh what have i landed myself into! and my studies is not that kind can make it one how to compromise ):

ml told me to think about what i wanna do when i grow up. coach asked us what we want to pursue for recreation when we start our working life. and i wondered if i want to have a boring life.

i want a 1001 things and too be honest i know what i want after uni. and i want to start young before i get old. but there's so many things that i want to do that i think it's impossible. though of course right now, i hope i can believe in myself and choose the decision using my heart, not my head.

WHICH IS A BAD IDEA IM A RATIONALE PERSON AHHHHHHH.

good life good life good good life

finally ended pw! though sad sad sad cause we were rushing we didnt take a group photo with mr wnog ): to think about it we didnt take any group photos at all LOL but we are still a bonded group k ^^ though ahem.

the feeling's as high as like eating that brownie! -swoons-



will miss pw though the experience wasnt that bad. yeah like smbody say will miss 4/5 of it. LOL.
then went to catch you are the apple of my eye in the evening with wenting they all heheheh!



LOL apple mah. ^^



-swoons somemore-
so shuai and so pretty lolol. movie isnt that bad as tseyin said haha but the book's definitely nicer ^^ and not as sick LOL.
aiyohh but the ending's kinda sad.

yeah thats gonna kickstart a whole series of celebrations yeah! muahahahaha who cares about what homework etc i wanna go kbox soonish! woohoo~

days w/o pretty pics

today was meant to be a happy day. it isnt that bad either actually. just that we are not yet done with it ZZZ. feeling so magnimous out of a sudden, being able to tolerate all these funny and out of the blue stuff thrown into our faces. it's no wonder we are getting a little kee siao. it's contagious dont stay too near to us LOL.

looking right at the bright side now i hope everything will go smoothly and really last day for practise! can do it and shall do it muahahaha :D

and then i shall blog with pictures LOL heheh!

and we go up up into the sky

this is such weird timing to blog. with op coming and everything.

these few days i've been riding on an emotional rollercoaster. i feel everything, but mostly it's constant worrying and exasperation. and being helpless.

op question: what would you have done differently in your project?
i can tell you i would have done a thousand million different things and i will try to scrape that nice part out of me. i would have been a shameless obstinate ridiculous bitch, and would have done everything that i could to secure an A grade. but regret's always too late, isn't it.

not that im saying that given the current situation is not worth an A grade, but judging now with my biased opinion an A grade is like... a hope rather than confidence.

i think after pw i will have plenty of insights and reflections.
and i cant wait to start on the bo project, im getting so sick of all these now. though, of course, good memories will still remain and i hope after pw, that's the only thing i will remember (: